I hate being the quirky girl

Guys like me because I’m different. I’m that quirky, different girl that comes along every once in a while. Guys go “Wow, she’s different. Maybe she’ll work out.” And they convince themselves that they like me when they don’t. They just like the idea of liking me. Liking the quirky girl. I don’t want to be that girl anymore because it never works out and our relationship is forever awkward.

I wish I was just average like other girls.

It isn’t worth being myself sometimes.

… But it is for the most part so I’ll stick with it.